Alcohol

I feel compelled to be an alcoholic.

-Jake-

I love Apple prodcuts

Iphones
Ipods
mac laptops

all of which, real expensive.

srsly.

Theyre beastly in price

I'm saving for an Ipod so i dont have to sit at my computer to listen to music
80 GB

itle say "Grey Sky Dreaming" on it too

my acoustic band name :>

mmm

but i need 269$ (thats like with tax)


so im selling cds like CRAAZZY

I'd say buy one, but no one reads this lol

-Tony-

Gnar gnar!

I played my First show last Friday, It owned.

YEAAAHHH

it was Gnar gnar



-Tony-

First Day of College

Hello undying fans and friends,

Today was the first day of official college for me, and I'll give you a little summary about how my day went thus far.

7:30ish: Was awoken by my mother to give me time for academic preparations, wonder what clothes to wear, I take a shower, I wonder what clothes to wear and how to do my hair. I eventually decide on some clothes, only to have my mother show me a shirt I didn't remember having, I wear that shirt and some nice charcoal black jeans.
I quickly put on my shoes and brush my teef and head out the door.

8:30ish: I arrive at the school and talk some with a friend from FYI (college introduction) named Mira or something (I rarely remember a name if I only hear it once). Anyways, my mom comes in and we talk about my college books and how I don't have all of them and how I'm going to explain this to my professor. (I'm too manly to worry about my mom in public, it's not like YOU never had a mother xD)

Later...: I head of to my first class, eventually finding it after a slight error on my part. Behavior Communications it is!

Later...: General Psychology it is! (Awesome class, my favorite)

Later...: English Composition is it! (Teacher sounds kind of quiet, but she's really organized and planned.

Eventually the classes end, I find out I need to go to an orientation to use the gym (legal reasons?), so I schedule it for Wednesday at 12:50.

At the end of the day I need more books, but I have survived the first day of school!

Now I need to do homework, thanks for reading,
-Jake-

Goodbye, April Marree

They say if you love someone you'll set them free, but if they return then love is meant to be.

If she wants another man by her side, to hold her close at night, thats fine, I'll swallow my pride and allow love to die.

I might ask myself, What is life without love? But then again, What is life in fear of losing love? The life in fear of losing love is in fact throwing away the only thing he needs, the only thing he sees, the only thing he breathes. Love does not envy and Love does not fear. Love is the act of bringing something out inside of someone and letting it shine for the whole world to see. And trust me the whole world will see.

How bad can life be when the one who matters more then me is smiling? Because it is this moment I find peace, when she's grown her own wings and is pleased to find new things. And I'll show her these days I've changed my ways, and I'd die for her and I'm sure she feels the same but when truth be told it was her who got pushed away. And I can't ruin another day because so few of you have seen this side of me but trust me this side of me is here to stay.

My friends I beg I asked myself this question and I'm asking you to ask yourselves the same...

When Love is about making her happy...
What is Life Without Love?


I didn't write this, But it's how I feel, and I agree with it all, I'm still going to Love April, Because I love her and I'm willing to let her go

-Tony-

Something about school.

See title, post comments. Agree with my point of view.

200 word essay

I was late 2 times in a row to a class and the teacher made me write a 200 word essay on why being late constantly is a bad thing,

at first i thought that was a pretty crazy punishment for just 2 tardies,

but then i soon realized that 200 words is not much at all,

it's just fancy sounding.

anyways, i haven't posted much, what i just said isn't really that interesting, but i feel a need to say something.

The personal stuff that's happened, will remain silent.

it's not publicly displayed, especially not here on a blog, so there wont be anything intense to read.

only 2 other people read this stuff anyway, honestly.

-Tony-

looking back

do you ever stop to think of where you are
have you ran around in circles
have you checked to see how far

I know Where i am right now,
but have i looked at where'ive been
what do the paths ahead of me
hold in?

well i know that I am quite a ways away
from reaching full potential
and I know that i am changing every day
but i can't forget to look at where i've been

they say don't look down the mountain that you've climbed
but I must know where i've been
and what i've recently achieved

and will I become the vision that i've seen
but now only time will tell and I will keep my senses clean
well i know that I am quite a ways away
from reaching full potential
and I know that i am changing every day
but i can't forget to look at where i've been


-Tony-