it's 2 in the morning right now

it's 2 in the morning right now
I guess that I'm still wide awake
and I know that you're sleeping away
but i want you to know
that I love you and so
please remember, This December, as though
you had lived it with me
in a blanket, you see.
and although it's not true, I am dreaming of you
Tonight

-Tony-

Essence of a Wish

So you've fixed yourself up for another long year
with your resolutions you've got nothing to fear
but somehow you know that none of it's true,
your check list is full but you've nothing to do.

My hair is too long and my face isn't straight
and my eyes are sad from the nights up too late
my clothes are worn out and my worry of this
has calmed down because I know that It can't be fixed

I'm nothing to see but I'm perfectly fine
and a year won't change problems, it simply takes time
and somehow you know that none of it's true,
your check list is full but you've nothing to do
your check list is full but a year just won't do

-Tony-

who you gonna call?

Ghost busters, dude.

OH YEAH

OH YEAAAAH

i've officially made a blog full of virtually nothing important to read, thanks to me with the help of jake, and all you wonderful commenters, which is like 2 people, you're amazing

I'd like to thank my mother, for making the internet a reality to me on accident.

POST it.

-Tony-

A new year, another Christmas

Another Christmas, how interesting. I'm sure I'll get some gifts, just like i did last Christmas. It's not very interesting, I know what's going to happen, I know that I'm going to spend my Christmas day with my grandparents, my cousins won't even be there, so I've got to sit around with some old people who don't relate to me at all. Don't get me wrong, I love them and they're nice and I'm nice back, I just don't enjoy being around them.
Sometimes I wish I could spend it with someone amazing, not my family. I know my family is important, but I'd rather be in love on Christmas. I think that would make for a way better Christmas, and maybe a new years too.

-Tony-

Elise

Call it like, Call it love, Call it waste
call it whatever you want
I am racing to finish this race
I think that this prize is worth winning

see that face, oh that face,
I can't wait to tell you how beautiful you are
and it's not a surprise, that distance could pull us so far

Someday I promise you this won't be just a dream
we will hold hands as we live the city lights
It's not everyday you meet a girl so sweet to me,
and I'd love to to take you out this very night

you, though far away, are lovely
and I, with miles apart, am waiting

-Tony-

MORE BOB ROSS!

dude it's SO fun to watch bob ross in 6th hour at school

Bob Ross - Deep Forest Lake

Add to My Profile | More Videos


-Tony-

Bob Ross Episode in 3 Parts

Here you go, a Bob Ross episode cut into 3 parts, Google might take down the video eventually though.







In case you don't know who Bob Ross was, he was a really awesome, nice guy, with a really relaxing voice I loved to watch as a kid. His show is really relaxing to me, even now :P

-Jake-

Black meets PINK III and IV

Yeah, that's right, 2 more released and I didn't even know....shameless I am.


-Jake-

Fantasy

So anyways, I was on my way home from my grandma's for Thanksgiving when we passed this Beaver Bark place. On the scrolling digital sign it said "fantasy color" or "color fantasy", I can't remember which. Either way, it got me wondering why I had never heard of this fantasy color before, and I wonder what it looks like.

That's about it, I could tell you about the trip and everything, but I think you're more interested in the concept of a fantasy color, you sneaky leprechaun you.

Off to take a shower and shave, YEAH!

-Jake-

Can I not make friends?

Okay, I'm tired, It's 2:15 AM here, And I probably wont type much, but seriously..

Can i not make friends? Naturally I go towards girls when i make friends, because thats just my personality, With jake (my best friend, and Co Owner of blog) as an exception obviously.

Seriously though, I start to think like "wow this girl is really cool i like talking to her" then she asks me if i have a crush on her or something, or asks if Id see her as more than a friend.

you know what? seriously, i dont mean to be rude, but *EDIT* you. I just want to be friends, that's what I NEED right now, If I like a girl then I'll let her know, but maybe sometimes i get tired of girls constantly liking me, i mean yeah it sounds stupid and probably a lot of people wish they were liked constantly, but It's not that great.

I really start to enjoy someone, I start liking their friendship, and then they think I like them.

and NOW I feel like I'm OBLIGATED to like them, and like i'm expected to or they won't talk to me anymore, or wont talk to me like they were

stupid girls.

stupid.

Why can't I meet a Lesbian? That'd be a nice change.

-Tony-
-Edited by Jacob Nov. 24th-

Dear RHS: Please don't block my blog

They took away my myspace, they took away my facebook, but please, don't let them take away my blog.

my school blocks everything! oh, don't forget youtube.

I don't even know what to put on this blog anymore it's not like i ever have anything clever to say.

Ill have to start writing a short story in blogs or something lol.

Once upon a time in a dark scary hotel, There was a zombie outbreak...Starting from the closet..

(I'll get back to you on that)

-Tony-

poor child laberors

you know, I know that it makes no difference whether i buy chinese products or not, its like vegitarians, you're never gonna change the fact that we grow chickens in a foot long wide box all their life then murder them violently, just like the kids in china will still be forced to make clothing, and they do a good job, i mean hey, I like my new 100$ jacket.

I just feel bad when i think about how they're dying and overworked and over punished.

i hope someday life in china is better, as well as in other countries


-tony-

please, be nice to my bloody phone

SO MANY PEOPLE SENDING ME TEXT MESSAGES

I shouldn't have let people know about my unlimited text.

no phone, no phone, I just want to be alone today.
no phone, no phone..

i suppose its my fault lol

-Tony-

Black meets PINK II

-Jake and Tony-
(Tony showed me the next one is out, I filled out this great expanse of information and linked the video)

6th period aventures: part 2

Hey Jake, thanks for changing our pictures at the bottom of the blog! you look pretty sweet too, all in color n stuff. What a hansom mannn haha


Hello again, We're learning flash today, but he's teaching us about stupid things, like making circles, i don't want to make a circle, i want to make my website APPEAR really cool, but i don't need generic vector circles to do that.

To all who read our blog, I love you.



anyway. this is fun, real fun. I'm half-learning and half-blogging. Woo.



freedom countdown: 13 minutes.

-Tony-

Jumpstyle

Allow me to introducing you to JUMPSTYLE.

And DUO Jumpstyle


Looks fun, no?
-Jake-

Black meets PINK

Cause everyone needs some luvin'.
I love this video :D

-Jake-

Bioshocked

Sometimes style is just more fun than brute force.


-Jake-

Hitler Ist Emo

Hi there again, In school.

this should be a tattoo just to be funny



so hey what's going on?

PS: thank you for responding to these, i wish i could respond back!

-Tony-

6th period, Richland High School

Dear people, I am in school, Please send help.

I Have Internet, but Myspace is blocked and I'm sick of flash games.

And this page isn't blocked surprisingly.

The teacher isn't teaching me anything I can understand or use, The class is web design.

I miss one step and I'm screwed. If he wouldn't turn on the internet maybe I wouldn't be so distracted, jeez!

My teacher is pretty cool though, his name is Mr. Benson

why hello der Mr. Benson!


I search Icanhascheezburger.com a lot in this class.



-Tony-

everything's right

Take my hand, step inside
what better girl than to have at my side
shall we dance, Yes or no
Colored lights and affection we'll show

May your looks, compliment.
Your beauty was heaven sent
as you twirl, through the air
it waves through your beautiful hair

oh, cliche. How I know,
you're the most gorgeous girl in the world.
and its hard, to admit,
that this dance will be over at midnight

as our hearts, Interlock
the calmness of love slows the clock
though there's more, all around
it's only your voice that makes sound

in the end, when the song
hits an end, and we all move along
I will always know
of the time where things became slow
and we danced, to the beat
then slowly but surely we'd meet,
and our lips, they had touched,
and maybe this time it was love.

Memory, may forget
many things, but your lips i have yet,
to lose, in my head
I'll be dreaming of you
when I lay in bed..


-Tony-

Happiness

what is happiness?
what is love?
well,
Some people think That love IS happiness.

I don't think that love is always happiness,
I think that sometimes,
Happiness is the simple things
the little things that make us happy
sometimes, for some,
happiness is friendship

Sometimes happiness is
when you're upset,
and someone, or something, brings you joy.

No one should ever have to suffer too much in this world.
We all suffer a little,
it's pain that makes Happiness real.

In life, no matter how low it may become,
I hope that in the end,
Everything is okay, for everyone.



Simplicity Is a beautiful thing.
and to all who experience such joy in such small ways,
you have a beautiful heart.

-Tony-

Guns

I feel compelled to play xbox 360.

(And a random note, this commercial was banned, probably for violence, but I think it's awesome)

-Jake-

Alcohol

I feel compelled to be an alcoholic.

-Jake-

I love Apple prodcuts

Iphones
Ipods
mac laptops

all of which, real expensive.

srsly.

Theyre beastly in price

I'm saving for an Ipod so i dont have to sit at my computer to listen to music
80 GB

itle say "Grey Sky Dreaming" on it too

my acoustic band name :>

mmm

but i need 269$ (thats like with tax)


so im selling cds like CRAAZZY

I'd say buy one, but no one reads this lol

-Tony-

Gnar gnar!

I played my First show last Friday, It owned.

YEAAAHHH

it was Gnar gnar



-Tony-

First Day of College

Hello undying fans and friends,

Today was the first day of official college for me, and I'll give you a little summary about how my day went thus far.

7:30ish: Was awoken by my mother to give me time for academic preparations, wonder what clothes to wear, I take a shower, I wonder what clothes to wear and how to do my hair. I eventually decide on some clothes, only to have my mother show me a shirt I didn't remember having, I wear that shirt and some nice charcoal black jeans.
I quickly put on my shoes and brush my teef and head out the door.

8:30ish: I arrive at the school and talk some with a friend from FYI (college introduction) named Mira or something (I rarely remember a name if I only hear it once). Anyways, my mom comes in and we talk about my college books and how I don't have all of them and how I'm going to explain this to my professor. (I'm too manly to worry about my mom in public, it's not like YOU never had a mother xD)

Later...: I head of to my first class, eventually finding it after a slight error on my part. Behavior Communications it is!

Later...: General Psychology it is! (Awesome class, my favorite)

Later...: English Composition is it! (Teacher sounds kind of quiet, but she's really organized and planned.

Eventually the classes end, I find out I need to go to an orientation to use the gym (legal reasons?), so I schedule it for Wednesday at 12:50.

At the end of the day I need more books, but I have survived the first day of school!

Now I need to do homework, thanks for reading,
-Jake-

Goodbye, April Marree

They say if you love someone you'll set them free, but if they return then love is meant to be.

If she wants another man by her side, to hold her close at night, thats fine, I'll swallow my pride and allow love to die.

I might ask myself, What is life without love? But then again, What is life in fear of losing love? The life in fear of losing love is in fact throwing away the only thing he needs, the only thing he sees, the only thing he breathes. Love does not envy and Love does not fear. Love is the act of bringing something out inside of someone and letting it shine for the whole world to see. And trust me the whole world will see.

How bad can life be when the one who matters more then me is smiling? Because it is this moment I find peace, when she's grown her own wings and is pleased to find new things. And I'll show her these days I've changed my ways, and I'd die for her and I'm sure she feels the same but when truth be told it was her who got pushed away. And I can't ruin another day because so few of you have seen this side of me but trust me this side of me is here to stay.

My friends I beg I asked myself this question and I'm asking you to ask yourselves the same...

When Love is about making her happy...
What is Life Without Love?


I didn't write this, But it's how I feel, and I agree with it all, I'm still going to Love April, Because I love her and I'm willing to let her go

-Tony-

Something about school.

See title, post comments. Agree with my point of view.

200 word essay

I was late 2 times in a row to a class and the teacher made me write a 200 word essay on why being late constantly is a bad thing,

at first i thought that was a pretty crazy punishment for just 2 tardies,

but then i soon realized that 200 words is not much at all,

it's just fancy sounding.

anyways, i haven't posted much, what i just said isn't really that interesting, but i feel a need to say something.

The personal stuff that's happened, will remain silent.

it's not publicly displayed, especially not here on a blog, so there wont be anything intense to read.

only 2 other people read this stuff anyway, honestly.

-Tony-

looking back

do you ever stop to think of where you are
have you ran around in circles
have you checked to see how far

I know Where i am right now,
but have i looked at where'ive been
what do the paths ahead of me
hold in?

well i know that I am quite a ways away
from reaching full potential
and I know that i am changing every day
but i can't forget to look at where i've been

they say don't look down the mountain that you've climbed
but I must know where i've been
and what i've recently achieved

and will I become the vision that i've seen
but now only time will tell and I will keep my senses clean
well i know that I am quite a ways away
from reaching full potential
and I know that i am changing every day
but i can't forget to look at where i've been


-Tony-

school

school started, and I can't stand it.

I thought i would be ready after 3 months of doing nothing, but going back to school turned out to be more painful that i thought it would be.

the 6 hours i have to spend on my school campus seemed to drag endlessly, It took so long that when i got home i was in panic to find something SUPER FUN to do before i have to go back tomorrow.

to add on to that my only homework happened to be 2 presentations that i have to make, even though they're small presentations, thats not how i would start out my school year.

I just hope this year I can do all my work. Even with the endlessly long ever-dragging hours.



-Tony-


Hi, Jake here.

I only have 1 (one) school class thus far, math, and it's algebra I (freshman). Normally that'd be fine, except I'm 16 and that's a year behind; meh. The rest of my classes should start soon enough in college though (2 more years until my AA degree, YEAH!), so if anyone asks about why I'm a in algebra one I can be honest and say I'm lazy.

The people is my class seem nice for the most part, there's some generic runescape player type "i are awesome cause my sense of humor is deranged" guys (to be expected), but nothing too bad. There's one guy that was kissing his girlfriend throughout like the whole thing, and he's really immature. The sad part is his girlfriend is really submissive and doesn't seem to notice she's dating Satan.


Anyways, have a nice week, and I hope school starts good for you!
-Jake-

Prove myself to myself

I'm going to conquer my fear of needles and get a lip peircing!!

YEARGHGHGH

-Tony-

I know who I am

I am Tony, my official name is Anthony Clayton, but I know that I am Tony.
I am a musician, a guitarist, a Pianist.
I write songs, I write poetry, filled with metaphors and symbols, and messages and suggestions and plea's and cries and rejoices.

But there is so much to me swimming around in my soul that I don't know about, And I'm excited to know that someday I'm going to find who I truly am and what i truly want to be and I'm going to truly experience it.

-Tony-

Oh so many random things on my mind

So many many things on my mind
I wish I could make toys
I wish i could make robots
I wish i had super powers
I wish i could think of more wishes so i could fill up the page
I wish i could just CREATE THINGS, like i had some sort of hand crafting skill or hobby
I wish i wish i wish

but it's so hard to do these things though, It's not like some video game where you drag and drop supplies into a box and magically make something, its HARD, you know how hard it it is just to make and mold plastic? it's crazy, some guy suggested I'd be better off trying to win the lottery!

I won't even start on origami, it just makes me mad :/

-Tony-

If you use Firefox and don't have StumbleUpon, you're missing out

If you don't have StumbleUpon, you're missing out. All you need to do it download it, make an account really easily, choose your preferences, and hit the Stumble! button.

Almost every page I and Tony visit is noteworthy, and it's a shame I can't post all of them here.

It's a great thing to have if you're bored, I'm overwhelmed by the fact that almost every time I hit the Stumble! button I'm entertained in another way.
Anyways, enough of my rant, get it!

P.S. I almost forgot to mention, there's an awesome site where you can find music in a very unique and cool way; meet Musicovery
-Jake-

You don't have to be a loser to watch anime

I just watched the movie "Spirited Away", and It's an amazing movie, the director/animator is amazing and he also made the movie "Howl's Moving Castle" which was amazing as well.

My girlfriend laughed at me because i said they were awesome movies because they're anime movies, I know she was half joking, but it still makes me think about it.

A lot of people who watch Anime watch loads of it and are people who dress really strange and generally are labeled losers,

but you can't just really stereotype that for everyone, because I love some anime movies, even a few shows, that doesn't mean I'm automatically addicted and sit in my house all day with no friends watching anime and reading anime comics. I don't flood my myspace with tons of stupid pictures from random Anime series' and have lots of anime video clippings all over my page either. I simply see them as cartoons, and as with any movie or show or comic book or anything, If it's a good story, among other characteristics that make it good, then It's worth watching.

I don't dress in hot topic trip pants and wear endless amounts of unattractive cliche accessories and act strange, but I still enjoy some anime. I dress pretty normal, (at least to some standards) and I have friends and a generally semi-normal life.

anyway, check out the movie Spirited Away some time, you might like it. It's very creative.

-Tony-

Wow

Eight o'clock coffee really is good, I tried it (at 8 in the morning)
that would be silly if i tried it any other time, especially 7,
that's just an insult.

-Tony-

Jake's been GONE

But you may not have noticed.


I went on a trip for 3 days down to Oregon to help take apart a building, and I missed social interaction horribly.


Day 1: We prepare to join my dad at the building, leaving late in the afternoon in our stocked up van (I bring Tony's MP3 player and headphones, which was a wise decision in hindsight).

We arrive after a long trip and meet up with dad, leaving the site to eat at the Lucky Dragon (Generic name, great food. Afterwards we get a hotel room, check the TV, realize nothing is on no matter how many channels one has, and go to sleep.

Day 2: I wake up really early (I almost always do in at any place other than my house, no matter when I go to sleep really), take a nice shower (complementary soap and shampoo rocks), watch TV some, and eventually we head out. I work a little on the building until the battery on our home style cordless drill ran out.

The majority of this day was spent in the van with my parents as they searched and bought the proper tools for taking stuff off of the building (Drills, sockets, a generator), I fell asleep :P.

Eventually we had our tools and headed back for a little work before the sun went down (I fall off a ladder and injure myself non-fatally {as you can see}; the accident being my own fault).

That night me and Nathan (brother) slept on the back (bed) of my dad's large farm style truck under the stars, at this point I feel extremely soul drained because of my lack of social contact, trains rush by on one side somewhat near us and boats passed on the other (We were near a river that lead to the ocean).

Day 3: (Dawn of the final day)

I wake up to a feeling of bring cold....absolutely nothing happens, I'm just pointing out that at some points in time,wind has been cold, that was one of those times.

Eventually everyone wakes up (I loved the sunlight after the cold, I'm more tanned than I was pre-trip), and we spend a day working on the building (more than usual), of note is that I was the one to take the screws out of the highest panels of the building, although I don't pretend to think that I did so without a little hesitancy.

Near the end of this ordeal I got to show off my monkey-boy prowess and gather some info on some coolers attached to the ceiling, nothing really important happened, I just like feeling that I have some agility :)

We packed up, headed home, and for a length of time I drove (last stretch).

I took a shower, shaved, put on deodorant (Cause I'm a gentleman), and not long after typed this up.

Thanks for taking an interest in my life.

P.S. Someone talk to me, I'm still socially starving because the one person I talked to on MSN hasn't responded yet.


-Jake-

How the days Fly

At the end of this month school will be starting, Dang..

you know what? that just sucks for me, in my opinion.
A lot of people are like "oh I'm happy for school to start" and I understand, friends, and things like that, but I don't mind only getting to hang out with a couple of people, It's fine by me!

I had a good summer, I mean theres still more summer left but I'm sure it's gonna be good too.

On another subject, I realize that people with blue tooth headsets look like crazy retards talking to the air, but some how I still want a cool little cyborg ear piece.

I think that's a great way to hide it if you talk to yourself a lot, you're like "oh no dude, it's a blue tooth headset!" just make sure they don't ask where it is because they don't see it in your ear.

I saw a few blue-toothers at walmart.

On youtube they have these videos about the coffee brand "eight o'clock coffee" and it's joking where this guy tries to make and drink the coffee at 8:00 in the same minute, or he can't drink it, and it's really funny, (I'll post the link next time i look for it, it's 2 videos).

And Walmart FINALLY had that coffee, I've been looking forever, and I got some, I finally get the try the coffee that kills you if you don't make and drink it at 8:00

-Tony-

Thoughts of you are the thoughts that stay

I hope I'm
everything you wanted and everything you're hoping to find
I'm anything you want me to be, yes me

and all these words
I write and try to find the best ones to describe
but no,
love is more than words can show

theres all these feelings they wont change till death
and you are one who stays inside my head

I may not
be the most ingenious, awesome and perfected guy
but baby how you know i try, I try

we've made some
errors and corrections, argument collections but hey
we'll give those memories away

No one could ever take my heart from you
and I don't mind what problems we'll go through

theres all these feelings they wont change till death
and you are one who stays inside my head



-Tony-

New song

I just finished making a song (that I dedicated to April).

It's 7 minutes long!

the beginning is kind of repeating, but its around the end that it gets cool sounding, I don't know how MASTERFUL the song is really, but it was just a project i had been working on that i finally finished



It's called AMB, which are my girlfriends initials.

Aluminum faith is my little electronica project "band" if you will

you can go to the myspace if you want to hear more songs that I've made
click here:

Aluminum Faith


-Tony-

So today I hung out with Jake

Just like Jake said, We hung out, played video games, drank mystery concentrate juice, and ate leftover Alfredo stuff, it was lovely

And I had fun Just like Jake did :P

for the past 3 or 4 days I've been worried something bad was going to happen dealing with my relationship, even though theres no shown problems yet, I just feel small hints, but sometimes it's just paranoia that i can't control, anxiety that appears without warning, I won't go though the hints that caused me to worry, there's no need, because the point is that I know how hard it is for me to unwind, but I had fun today, and now that he's gone I'm starting to wind up again but I'm working on that

I trust that god will take care of everything, Or I try to, but I'm really into my relationship, and it's hard to just go "ah, thats fine, god will take care of it, so I wont worry".

I know thats what I should do, but it's a hard thing to change, (but of course I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me)

and I'm working on it.

I'm sure my worries won't turn out to be anything but a thought anyhow.

Sorry if whoever reading this isn't a God believer, I guess it might just seem annoying, but thats alright.


-Tony-

So today I hung out with Tony

After church I went over to his house and we ate chicken alfredo and drank some type of fruit juice, very tasty.

It was fun, we played computer most of the day, but unlike normally when we do that, it wasn't so boring, mmmmmm, starcraft and Tropico.

He's a cool guy, you should talk to him more, today was fun.


-Jake-

Sometimes..

Things have to change.
and they wont change without faith
build me strong within my heart
This time I won't break
and the strength I have won't fall apart

I'm tired of the Loss and the great cost
that comes with failing once more,
and another hurt will come,
for the things I've always done

It's time to change
I'll take my place
A change a pace
This shoe will lace

No longer will I Trip and fall in the dirt.

-Tony-

Today I went shopping

I hung out with April (my girlfriend) all day and I accompanied her shopping then decided i wanted to shop too so i stayed at the mall when she left and my dad came and bought me two pairs of pants, which is generous of him, since he doesn't like giving me things, and now he probably won't give me my allowance or anything for awhile :P, And I'll be sure not to ask, hah.

I bought tight skinny pants and flare pants, two different styles, I like switching styles, it's fun

now i just need a shirt and a new belt!

It's unfortunate that the clothes I like are so expensive :/

I mean I need a new backpack (aka messenger bag) and 2 more shirts so i can be set for the dreaded school year, And it seems like everything I like is expensive, trust me I've tried to find cheap stuff, it never works out.

speaking of looks, I'm developing terrible Acne all of a sudden, I thought it was almost all gone for awhile then BAM! it comes back to haunt me.

also the bus driver today told me that I need to pull up my pants next time I ride "his" bus, but my pants were pulled up, more than normal too!

oh well.

(I just wish i had a car to get around, instead of some stupid public transportation that doesn't have good running hours)


Truthfully This is just kind of an average day report, but I had something more meaningful to write about, I just don't remember what it is.


PS: It's really chaotic in my head when I make stuff in the oven and the instructions say "place on middle rack" when i only have 2 racks


-Tony-

Found an awesome little game called "TUMIKI Fighters"

I was searching the internet today for free games to play (Wikipedia has a nice list), when I came across this free little game.

It's really basic in concept, everything is in blocky form, you control a little ship that constantly shoots, and you have to get through the level and beat the boss. That's all standard fair, but what's really interesting is when you destroy an enemy it'll fall off the screen UNLESS you catch it (Yes, catch it). it will then stick to your ship and continue to shoot as it normally would but in the angle you caught it.
The caught parts are also counted as armor and help to keep your base ship alive.

This gaming mechanic is really fun, and admittedly building a huge armored juggernaut is very entertaining, you can download the tiny game from the maker's site.

P.S. The controls are in English in the 'readme_e.txt' file.
-Jake-

it's 1 in the morning.

I found an awesome song by Lily Allen, I found it on somebody's blog



it's called everybody's changing

the one thing that bugs me about this blog stuff, it's nice, this page is pretty, and organized, easy to post, awesome. But you can't make friends, you can't talk to other people unless you leave comments on their stuff, and how do you even know if they saw the comment? I guess it's not too much of a sharing place, like myspace is, but I'm tired of myspace. I'm tired of refreshing the page all day seeing who's online, sure it's great to know, but I end up making it a habit and I get mad because I can see when people don't respond to me.

It's awesome that I have my own chunk of internet to call my own, I think there's a lot of features on blogger that I just don't know about yet

-Tony-

chatter box

I was on the phone with my girlfriend earlier and I realize that after 2 days of not talking to anyone much and not doing anything but sitting around my house, I really had nothing to say and i couldn't think of anything, not even random stuff.

But then after getting off the phone with her, I called her about 45 minutes later and some how had lots of things to say, I don't really know how to explain that, but I guess I like how I can randomly pickup something to say and get in the talking feel again, It's a miracle at times.

speaking of April, I wrote this song for her yesterday

it's called 'The Anonymous Love Song' but we all know it's for April

--
from the start of conversation
I'm pretty sure i knew
by the way you said my name

and the things you've done to help me
I'm pretty sure I see

and all the hits I've taken
you prove I am mistaken
you've showed me that theres love
I'm finally a witness
of "dreams come true"

from the start of our relation
the hand you held to me
and now I finally see

with the things you've done to help me
I'm pretty sure it's love

and all the hits I've taken
you prove I am mistaken
you've showed me that theres love
I'm finally a witness
of "dreams come true"
--
-Tony-

First post

Sup,

This blog is run by me, Tony

and my friend Jake



mostly I just post poetry, Jake posts whatever, don't ask me :P
(I also post whatever. -Jake-)

-Tony-